Thursday 9 July 2009

Long time no see...


Howdy!

It´s been a while since I wrote something so I guess its time...
Since last time I´ve been to Iceland and back... Just to realize that I have no clue where I belong.
I just find myself more confused than ever. I always thought that when you get older you become more wiser... Well in this case it´s not true. I just don´t get it any more. I wish I had some one to tell me why things are the way they are. But I guess that at the end of the day, I am the only one with the right answer.

So back in Sweden once again for the.... I have no idea any more how many times I´ve returned... And to be honest I am getting so tired of this behaviour and pattern that I seem to be stuck in. So how do I break loose and find a new way? Where on earth will I find the courage to just let go of old habits? And what does it take to make me dare to do so?

I only wish I had the answer and I wish I had it today. If any one sees this and recognizes this feeling and has come up with a good solution, please DO share :O)

Be well where ever and who ever you are! Peace!

3 comments:

Xinaed said...

Been wondering where you were. Glad to see you are alive, sad to see you are so confused. :( I wish I knew all the answers, but looking back on the answers I've come to learn, I wouldn't have had as much fun if someone had just told me, rather me searching for it myself.

Alex Christopher said...

Hi there! Nice to hear from you again :O) You're right... It wouldn't be the same if someone else had all the answers to my questions. I guess I was born confused and that in some way I will always be that way. But sometimes I find a way or get an idea how to move on :O) Actually planning a trip to the US this autumn. Thought I'd do some couchsurfing :O) Have couple of friends in California and a newfound friend in Austin :O) Would be awesome to make this trip.

So how's life? Look forward to hear from you again! Take care!

Zaolan said...

I honestly don't think one can house all the answer's we're suppose to know, but, I'm sorry you're confused. I hope you find your way soon enough. Glad to see that you're still around though. You should talk to khai and myself more. :)

-Kash