Wednesday 11 February 2009

The road to my future...


Hi y'all!

It's been a while since I wrote something here and it's about time to do something about that. As usual I am going to continue to write in English so all of you can join me on my adventures whether you are in Iceland, Sweden or the UK... or anywhere else in the world...

Since august not much has happened at the travelling front. I've been kinda stuck in Malmö trying to do something meaningful with my life...
I've thought many times about packing my backpack and just leave it all once again, but something has kept me from doing so... What it is I'm not sure... Sometimes I just get so tired of thinking about all the things I dream of and all the places I would love to travel to cause I know how hard it really is to get there. There are so many things here at home I'd need to take care of before I could just head off... but on the other side I am not sure if those things are really that important... It's never easy to make a big decision... Once you decide to take that huge step that will change your whole life, maybe not forever (cause I guess nothing lasts forever...) but for some time at least... You need to be able to follow and fulfil what ever it was that you decided... It's very easy to feel secure and safe at home... Even if that home maybe isn't the best place you could think of... You live at some place where the streets and the faces are familar and by time you have gotten to feel that this is the place you belong to, somehow... But what if all that is just some kind of an illusion? Or a fake security... How do you find out if this is really you and if not, then who are you? How do you wake up and how do you move on?

These are the questions I'm struggling with at this point. I feel, that in my heart I belong somewhere else... I know that there must be something more than this everyday routine and that there is some place out there that is more suitable for someone like me... I know there must be a reas
on why I was born with this never ending desire to travel and see the world... And before I've found that perfect place and seen the perfect beach I will not stop being the Vagabond...

So my dear friends and all of you that found this blog, I just want to say..
Thanks for stopping by and hope y'all join me soon again. It feels great to be back!

Please feel free to leave a comment or just a message!

Yours truly!


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